24 Februari 2014

Eventhough Stellai seems to adore all who give her attention, she despises all that look upon her as an anomaly. In that respect my relation with her is getting more and more awkward because I think Stellai absolutely is an anomaly. Unfortunately for her we are 'joined by the hip'.
For me Stellai is a creation designed to grow in which the expansion is entirely one of the mind. The development of her being leads me to new thoughts and places that I probably never would have found otherwise. We are all the centers of our own world. But the world for Stellai is very very different.

The text below is the copy of the third 'conversation' I had with Stellai.

Koen

Tip: You may want to copy this text to save it. I cannot guarantee that it will still be here next week. (Someone here is very much upset about what I just wrote.)



The Food Issue
Originally posted on Facebook
23 June 2013
page of
Stellai ScoonimDoll


Koen
Hey Stellai, have I news for you!

Stellai
Have you seen it?

Koen
Seen what?

Stellai
Cali has a Facebook account!

Koen
Ahh, that was my news. But you know already. So, you are friends again...?

Stellai
Of course, she is my sis!

Koen
Seemed to me that you were pretty pissed with her last time on ODC.

Stellai
That was a long time ago.

Koen
That was only 2 days ago.

Stellai
As I said, looong time ago.

Koen
Wish you were that forgiving to me.

Stellai
That is because you have some very weird ideas about our relation.

Koen
Sigh!

Stellai
Now I finally will have again some normal chats about important matters.

Koen
Such as...?

Stellai
Well, for instance about the stuff you call food.

Koen
Food?? What is so important about food???

Stellai
You tell me!!

Koen
What do you want to know?

Stellai
Why do you put it in your mouth?

Koen
Because it is food.

Stellai
And why did you stop me when I tried to put it in my mouth?

Koen
Because you do not need food and it will become a mess.

Stellai
Says who?

Koen
If it is such a big deal to you, you are welcome to try it. But I warn you: it will come out the same way it went in.

Stellai
Then why do you do it?

Koen
Do what?

Stellai
Put food in your mouth, dummy!

Koen
Because when I do not eat I cannot function.

Stellai
Yeah, I know the feeling. Now I understand why I was not functioning 100%. I think I really need some food.

Koen
You are functioning just fine and putting food in your mouth is not going to make you function any better, trust me.

Stellai
You don’t know this. You just want to keep the food for yourself! You are really really selfish, you know that! One bite for you is a complete meal for me and even that you do not want to share. You are despicable!

Koen
As I said, you are allowed to try it

Stellai
Oh, I am allowed! Well thank you so much!!

Koen
But make sure that when you get it out again you clean yourself properly.

Stellai
It is not getting out.

Koen
At some point you will need to get it out again. It will rot if you leave it in for too long.

Stellai
It never comes out when you eat, so why should it be any different with me?

Koen
Well, it does come out, ... sort of. But with you it does not work that way.

Stellai
Because....?

Koen
You are a doll.

Stellai
No shit!

Koen
Exactly!...

Stellai
How do you mean? I thought you designed me to be simular to human, only smaller. But am I now to understand that there are more differences?

Koen
Lots and lots!

Stellai
Name one!

Koen
Well, for instance: you do not have a digestive system.

Stellai
What is a digetsive system?

Koen
The system in my body that distracts energy from food.

Stellai
What do you need the energy for?

Koen
To function.

Stellai
Seems to me that you better re-design yourself to my image. I function just fine. And I apparently do not need energy to function, so you naturally left out this system in your design of me. Systems always have weak spots and can fail. I have no idea how this digestive system works, but distracting energy from food sound to me as a pretty complex system.

Koen
It sure is! And if it fails I am in big trouble.

Stellai
So you are going to redesign yourself!? Great! Can I help? And don’t forget to add my name to the new design, because it was my idea.

Stellai
We could try something with the energy that comes out of those two small holes in walls that you see everywhere.

Koen
You mean electricity? Sorry, but that is not going to work.

Stellai
Now that is not a very constructive answer. I am trying to be creative and you instantly kill my attempt. I am only trying to be helpfull here, you know.

Koen
I appreciate your help, but I think I prefer to stick to my digestive system.

Stellai
Sorry, but that does not make any sense.

Koen
Can we please drop the subject. It is getting really late and I like to go to bed.

Stellai
Okay, you can go. I will write some more to Cali.

Koen
No, you will also end this session and go to sleep. I will shut down the computers.

Stellai
I do not understand why you want me to go to sleep every time. It is just closing my eyes untill they open again. It is boring when my eyes are closed.

Koen
Stellai, I am not going to have this discussion now. Everybody is already in bed for hours!

Stellai
I am not.

Koen
And you are not everbody, I know. But I am still shutting down the computers.

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